and I'm not sure what I should be seeing. Or, for that matter, whether I should be seeing anything
Or whether my heart should beat quite as quickly as it does,
or whether my mind should spend any time fearing the thought of letting a stranger in my head.
There are some things I no longer know how to do,
and I tire of gray.
So please, be either black or white for me tonight
so, if nothing else, I can learn to sleep again.